Defined like fine wine

I rule my fucking body

Nothing like the touch of a womens body

if you take a look you can only imagine how it feels

Ohhhh I’m telling you I can make a man

drop to his knees

I keep my shit classy maybe you can have a taste if your good

A long island for a long night

No limitations, nothing less then expectations

Expect the best, of the best, of the best

I knock down the rest

I’m nothing less then, better then the rest then

they couldn’t see me if they wanted to

because I have better things to do

time invested into my body while my body benefits from

Mr.  Pea,tea,olive green. Only the highest bidder gets to bid and even still I come out a winnner.

My bank account proves it.

I am the goddess of goddesses

The eve of all eves Uptight and uppity

I always keep it messy.

I take change that is nickels, dimes, and quarters

I can do a hand stand if you really want some.

Never the less I am your fantasy, your one night stand.

Can’t stand when that shit don’t rock

Not rock

Let me make you feel good.

It feels better that way anway.

I can make you feel good.

Not only am I, can I be your one night only but only for one night, can I also be your packed in one meshed with your desires of your blood related I can relate.

We can have the same last name. I can be your wife.

You name it I’ll do it. I’ll do it you name it.

Defined like fine wine

Here touch.

Taste me.

It’s been a long night

Now you know what heaven is

I’m miles away from the real world. I’m a real hypocrite.

a letter to mr popcorn player himself:

 

The way you think about it though, is not how it really is. I swear! cause look I haven’t had a real legit boyfriend since last year. since you know who. So you know I’m kind of use to rolling solo. I’m use to being by myself so don’t take it personal if I don’t want to talk to you anymore or if I don’t care if you stop talking to me. I honestly don’t care…but you are special. I think about you sometimes, you know so don’t be that mad. I always liked you, we had a cute little relationship going on I guess. We had some good times.

Hey don’t make that face, it was fun while it lasted.

Believe me!

Or I wouldn’t have been talking to you as long as 5 days that should be a world record,actually. I usually get disinterested in people; boys in particular in the time radius of 18 hours.

SEE!

That’s crazy right. So you should take it as a compliment , a BIG one you mad it past 24 hours congrats. But maybe its me that has the problem…maybe my ass. I do have a problem, I can’t stop jumping. I mean you can be mad, but be glad that we HAD something because remember it’s not you it’s me.

Paper is the only thing that will listen to me.
It could never turn its back on me and if it does
there’s always another piece with a listening ear.
Trees may suffer in order for my voice to be heard
because paper will always be by my side,
in my bag, on my desk, and in my file cabinet.
Paper will never tell me to shut up and stop talking
it’ll do nothing but reinforce itself.
Paper can never give up on me, with a resource that’ll never stop growing.
Paper cant run from me if it wanted to.
I can always find it, at my near drugstore,staples, deli, spiral notebook, my old notes from junior high school, the piled up mail on the computer table.
Paper also shows up with my report card and weekly check.
It cant get enough away. Ill chase it down.
Paper has only good intentions because when I do catch up it stops to listen.
Never interrupts, disturbs, comments, judges me or even laughs.
It gives me their undivided attention without a breath.
Paper lets me express myself to my full potential.
With a magazine, scissors, and some paste, paper lets me speak on a whole another level with
old pictures, receipts, clothing tags, love notes, certificates, various quotes, poems, online conversations, stickers, horoscope, and cut outs.
My feelings spill out in a way that’s almost scary.
Paper allows me to express whatever is on my mind.
Paper will never cheat on me, stab me in the back, contradict me, boss me around, control me, use me, label me, fight me, blame, or step on me. That’s not its job.
When I’m talking paper says, “Anything goes”.
So with a 9.95 subscription to Marie Claire; with paper I can cut and tear it all up.
I can speak in ways that bring out a new me.
My eyes water, smiles circling my face, grins running across my teeth.
I feel like a new person
when I speak to paper theres no end and no beginning.
With a support system thatll last an eternity.
Paper is here to stay.

My hair is my best friend and my worst enemy.
My family, my boyfriend and my future husband, my teacher and classmates from junior high school.
My hair is my heart, my soul, my thoughts and feelings.
My hair is my first and last love.
My hair has been with me since day one, through thick and thin.
If only people knew how much I cherished and appreciated my hair. We’ve fought through tough times, bad weather and high school days.
My hair has been red to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
My hair has learned Italian, Spanish, Creole, and English.
Its been from Paris, Africa, and Las Vegas.
My hair has done it all…afro puff, slicked back, spikes, and various Mohawks and Fohawks that progressed with different shades of blonde, brown, and black.
My hair reads and collects magazines and has a strong love for music.
My hair may stick to its favorites but is very open.
My hair has an imagination of its own and may travel places I’ll never go

January 9, 2009  

How important is your style and image to your relationship? Of course things like trust, loyalty, and friendship are the primary things people look to have in a relationship. But believe it or not, your appearance can also play a huge role. Whether you’re single, or happily taken, it can be extremely hard to always look your best. Since your happiness is the number one thing in a relationshif you look good, you feel good and if you’re happy, he’s happy. How much more sp ecial would you feel if your significant other said you looked good everyday. Imagine how at ease your heart would be to know you are ready for anything, like meeting his parents, or surprise outings for dinner.   Let’s be realistic. No one can always look amazing, but there are things you can do to be top notch all the time. First start with throwing away all those ripped up sweats and over washed tanks. Anything you don’t want to be caught dead in needs be given to a friend at The Salvation Army. If you wouldn’t wear it to a ball you shouldn’t wear it at all. Those deadly items seem to be the first thing we throw on when running out the house. Whether it’s a pair of old and worn out ripped jeans or it’s a pair of sleek boots that have a mouse hole at the ankle, and unsightly creases; these items are no good! I call rundown clothes like this: “I-Love-Them-So-Much-It’s-Just-I-Don’t-Have-Anything-Else.” Basically, we hold onto these items because=2 0we feel we don’t have anything else that looks better. It’s best to clear out your closet every 3-5 months of things you honestly don’t want and don’t need. This way, anything new you buy will seem even newer as opposed to being paired up with old items. Mixing old items with new ones is good for a while, but for someone who is looking to see you at your best (the Mr. Man), you may want to get rid of those rerun clothes. If you’re on a really tight budget, work on buying main items like footwear and jackets as opposed to clothing like jeans and blouses. Having three different jackets rather than three different jeans can have a much bigger impact on your wardrobe.   One of the biggest things that always seems to conflict with our outfit is our hair. When you look your best but your hair doesn’t look good, your outfit can easily lose its strength. Our hair can either make or break our look. Your hair should always be clean and healthy looking. I shouldn’t be able to tell what you put in your hair last week. Clean hair is easier to deal with and has natural shine. You also want to keep your hair moist and shiny, but never wet and greasy. Try doing your hair the night before, that way if “he” decides to make an early morning visit there’s nothing to worry about. Make it your number one duty to keep your hair in check!   The first thing your man usually notices is your style. Whether he likes it or not, he’ll notice any effort you put into how you look. So why not give him something to appreciate. The best thing to do is to be yourself. If he likes you for who you are then you don’t need to change anything. Trying to be something you’re not ALWAYS backfires. The worst thing to do is to over do it and try too hard. Th at can be unattractive. Let things flow when it comes to your look.   With making a routine to try our best to look good all the time, you’ll find yourself feeling uncomfortable less often. Looking good won’t be something to stress over. Feeling comfortable and confident can make an awkward situation a little less stressful. Think about all the times you were out and you had an unsightly hole in the weirdest place, ripped pantyhose or deodorant stains in your underarm. Ladies don’t do it to yourself! You are your own audience and your worst critic. Be gentle and humble when preparing yourself. There’s no need to be stressed over anything especially when getting dressed as long as you follow these simple guidelines.  

 

 Recap:

• If you wouldn’t wear it to a ball you shouldn’t wear it at all
• Throw away old clothes (which includes ALL ripped, torn or stained clothing)
• NO sweats or over washed tank tops allowed outside of the home
• Clear out your closet every 3-5 months of old and unworn items and give to the Goodwill or The Salvation Army
• Purchase items like good footwear, jackets and accessories which make a larger impact on your wardrobe instead of jeans and blouses that look homogenous
• Do your hair (clean hair is good hair)
• Be yourself and take pride in your appearanceby Rebekah Christie

 

I feel a writing boom coming
I feel a bunch of poems, quotes and stories ready to burst out
Like penetration I feel it coming
I feel a writing boom coming
I want to express my mood
I want my thoughts to feel my fingertips
and my feelings to feel my paper
Im feeling a certain explosion
Im shaking all over
I can feel it from my thighs to my waist
and my lips to my hips
Im gonna make it happen
because
I feel a writing boom coming
Im ready to lay it down